songinmyhead:cry-rihanna
somethings wrong with me. my brains a mush. my heart is pumping and soon its gonna explode. i cant help thinking bout him. stop nadya! i dun even know him can. hai. venos outing this thurs and sat. i wanna go on the sat 1 but. i gotta beg my mum. im pathetic it tell you. i guess these things makes me wanna break down.bloody mood swings and pms. they say shit happens but why is it all the time for me. anyway i think hudaduda is gonna leave singledom soon. with a mr derrick. hah. cute. dcg will miss u. hah.michelle will prolly go with bao if everythings ok. then its left with me and the boys.joy. anyway in my emo mood heres a song. almost cried listening.
"Cry"
I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happeningI stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart
[Chorus]
How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry[x2]
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
All my life...
please mommy dearest! let me go on sat
i need to go. im sick of staying at home. F*** it.
itll never happen.
tcl
nadya